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halfempty3785
07 March 2009 @ 10:51 am
I don't know how else to put this - it's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight
My muscles feel like a melee - body's curled in a u-shape
I put on my best, but I'm still afraid
Propped up by lies with promises - saving my place as life forgets
Maybe it's time I saw the world
I'm only here for awhile - but patience is not my style
And I'm so tired that I got to go

What am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?
Tell me I should stick around for you, tell me I could have it all
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go

I get to go home in one week, but I'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I'm following suit and directions, I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I don't know why
I'm over existing in limbo, I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away...
I'm ready to live with my family, I'm ready to die in obscurity
Cuz I'm so tired that I got to go

What am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do?
You still don't think I'm going to see this through?
Tell me I'm a part of history - Tell me I can have it all
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go
 
 
Current Location: the comp desk
Current Mood: complacentcomplacent
Current Music: stonesour- Zzyzx Rd.
 
 
halfempty3785
06 March 2009 @ 09:03 pm
A CHICK AND A DUCK....
 
 
halfempty3785
06 March 2009 @ 04:56 pm
my computer i have been building forever is finally done!!!!!! success at last.
 
 
halfempty3785
08 February 2009 @ 04:44 pm
I SUCK....
 
 
halfempty3785
24 January 2009 @ 11:06 pm
The is so passed out on my floor right now........
 
 
 
halfempty3785
17 January 2009 @ 02:35 am
i keep thinking how all i do is talk about how much i have to do, how busy i am, how time i dont have for other people. i tell myself this so much i start to believe it. i cant wait til i cant quit this job. i wanna go to africa for a year. and just be. i always think of how tough my life is. how many hours i work a week. how much stuff i do around the house.how much i hate my job. the job my dad got me. i just think my life is so hard. you know it really isn't. the more i procrastinate the harder my life gets but its me who makes it hard. if i just did my job the way i was supposed to and followed god in all other aspects life wouldnt be so hard. so here's to me changing that.. maybe for more than a week.
 
 
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: coldplay- in my place
 
 
halfempty3785
01 January 2009 @ 05:08 pm
I FEEL LIKE IM BEING A BAD FRIEND. BUT WHEN IM BEING A GOOD FRIEND IM BEING A BAD BOYFRINED. BUT WHEN IM BEING A GOOD BOYFRIEND AND A GOOD FRIEND IM BEING A BAD CHRIST FOLLOWER.
 
 
halfempty3785
31 December 2008 @ 12:17 pm
I HATE THIS EFFING ECONOMY.
 
 
halfempty3785
21 December 2008 @ 09:23 pm
Tomorrow was the day we would have found out the sex of the baby. but i guess life isnt fair is it god.
 
 
halfempty3785
20 December 2008 @ 11:07 am
IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED, MY CHURCH IS HOLDING A MIDNIGHT SERVICE ON CHRISTMAS EVE AT 11PM. IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED LET ME KNOW.